I watch his wildest dreams come true..not one of them involving you.
November 24, 2008I suppose it’s time for an update…
So much has gone on in the past little while, I don’t even know where to start.
I guess I’ll start will school: School is pretty much never mentioned in my life without a word that would make a nun slap me with a ruler included somewhere in the sentence…
It’s brutal…mostly because I’m so burnt that I can’t think, I slack, I question my work, and I’m at a point where I wake up in the morning and dread going…I’m looking forward to the placement, and the piece of paper, but getting there is the tough part. I also think I’m slacking because in some masochistic way, I don’t want to graduate…The real world scares me…But, I will graduate, I will rock, and I will take on the world and be a huge success. So there.
I’ve recently moved(still sort of moving) down the street and into a house with some friends…it’s awesome, it’ll save me a gagillion dollars in the end(ok, maybe not that much…) and I love the people I’ve moved in with to death…this including my man. Yes, we’ve taken the official step and moved in together…
It’s scary but I mean, it’s a logical step in life…I guess I had to settle down eventually, right? And I finally found someone worth settling down for. Someone who accepts me for who I am, and someone who can fully be himself with me. He’s never been able to truly be himself with anyone until me, and that makes me melt on so many levels.
I love him with all my heart. He’s my rock, my lover, my best friend and I can see myself spending the rest of my life with him. It’s to the point that I can’t WAIT to spend the rest of my life with him.
So I guess the point of this post, is to thank someone. A thank you to a bitch who made me miserable, who made him miserable, and who fucked with us endlessly. Thank you for driving us together. Thank you for being such a cunt and making us realize that we were worth fighting for to each other.
You were a means to an end. You’ll be getting a thank you note on our wedding day.
Congrats! I wish you guys the best! You two are pretty effin’ awesome together actually!! I’m very happy for you!
Haha and even though, you found all this, I’ll still always remember the Gabby that would stay up with me all night, in Gogama, discussing our love of poutine and men, while simultaneous beating up ‘metaphorical’ pillows while yelling along to ‘Before He Cheats’ by Carrie Underwood. Good times we’ve had, and more to come!