I suppose it’s time for an update…
So much has gone on in the past little while, I don’t even know where to start.
I guess I’ll start will school: School is pretty much never mentioned in my life without a word that would make a nun slap me with a ruler included somewhere in the sentence…
It’s brutal…mostly because I’m so burnt that I can’t think, I slack, I question my work, and I’m at a point where I wake up in the morning and dread going…I’m looking forward to the placement, and the piece of paper, but getting there is the tough part. I also think I’m slacking because in some masochistic way, I don’t want to graduate…The real world scares me…But, I will graduate, I will rock, and I will take on the world and be a huge success. So there.
I’ve recently moved(still sort of moving) down the street and into a house with some friends…it’s awesome, it’ll save me a gagillion dollars in the end(ok, maybe not that much…) and I love the people I’ve moved in with to death…this including my man. Yes, we’ve taken the official step and moved in together…
It’s scary but I mean, it’s a logical step in life…I guess I had to settle down eventually, right? And I finally found someone worth settling down for. Someone who accepts me for who I am, and someone who can fully be himself with me. He’s never been able to truly be himself with anyone until me, and that makes me melt on so many levels.
I love him with all my heart. He’s my rock, my lover, my best friend and I can see myself spending the rest of my life with him. It’s to the point that I can’t WAIT to spend the rest of my life with him.
So I guess the point of this post, is to thank someone. A thank you to a bitch who made me miserable, who made him miserable, and who fucked with us endlessly. Thank you for driving us together. Thank you for being such a cunt and making us realize that we were worth fighting for to each other.
You were a means to an end. You’ll be getting a thank you note on our wedding day.
