It Begins.

I’m officially WordPress de-virginizing myself.

2007 is here and what do you know…it’s just like the other years. Or is it?
This year I’m planning for a lot of changes. A change in living arrangements/city, a change in lifestyle, a change in programs, a change in attitude.

“Gee Gabby that’s a lot of changes” you might say. Well yes, yes it is. But I need it.

If you know me, and I mean really know me, you know that life just isn’t cutting it for me. So I’m taking matters into my own hands and cutting life a new one. Yes, oh yes, I really did just say that.

I’m not planning on finding myself. I don’t think I ever will. I think that the day you truly know what you want and what your purpose is on this crazy earth is the day you die. Yes, I’m morbid. Don’t like it? Stop reading…I’m not keeping you here…though it would be cool if I could. (and if your computer freezes on this page, I tell you now, it’s a complete fluke…Muahaha)

Life is not all one wonderous and fantastic event. You have not lived until you have experienced pain, you have merely existed. It takes hurt, heartbreak and loss to realize what life really can be.

I’ve experienced all of these things. More then I would like to say, but it’s made me who I am.

I’m stronger because of past events that made me weak.
I live life to the limit because I’ve seen what holding back can do to you.
I take chances because they may harm you but they won’t destroy you.
I am upfront because beating around the bush gets you nowhere.

I love, laugh, cry and lose. But I learn. 

This year, I will experience instability, sadness, heartbreak.  And I’ll love it because, you know, that’s life afterall.